suka mahupun duka

Assalamualaikum

Hari ini ada sedikit suka dan juga ada sedikit duka.

Hari ini juga aku menonton "Nur Kasih The Movie" bersama sang kekasih.

Jalan ceritanya menarik, sepasang suami isteri yang menerokai hidup yang penuh dengan cabaran dan halangan.

Namun begitu mesej aku dapat dari tontonan itu ialah.

"Cabaran dan dugaan itu membuka peluang pada kita untuk kita lebih merapatkan diri KepadaNya"

Aku harap aku punyai kesabaran yang tinggi untuk menghadapi cabaran hidup yang mendatang.

Sesungguhnya aku juga berharap agar tuhan yang maha mendengar itu, dapat mendengar bisik hati kecil hambanya ini.

Moga diberikan jalan penyelesaian kepada semua yang kusut belum terurai. 

Moga diberikan peluang untuk mengejar impian hidup.

Amin.

Assalamualaikum

dia pulang

Assalamualaikum..

hari ini hati gembira.

si kekasih hati ingin pulang bertemu.

aku berharap dia punya azam baru setelah pemergian dia ke rumah ALLAH.

moga ALLAH yang maha mendengar, dengar bisik hati ini.

Assalamualaikum..

airmata

Assalamualaikum

cinta,

hari yang ditunggu-tunggu, telah pun tiba.

akan tetapi hati ini hambar.

semacam kecewa.

semacam penantian yang sia-sia.

yang tidak dihargai.

walaupun begitu.

tahu kah kau yang aku masih menunggu.

hidup,

aku pernah berputus asa.

malahan sedang.

terasa aku memikul beban yang amat berat.

entah siapa dapat mendengar hati ini.

memahami hati ini.

aku pun tak tahu.

rase hati mahu pergi jauh.

tanpa ada siapa mengenali.

impian,

terasa aku seorang sahaja yang memiliki impian itu.

akan tetapi tidak dia dan dia.

jika begitu.

apakah kesudahan cerita hidup.

bahagia mahupun derita.

tuhan,

sesungguhnya amatlah berat dugaan mu.

hati ini semacam tak tertanggung.

moga kau buka kan lah pintu-pintu penyelesaian.

 sesungguhnya kau lah penjagaku.

Assalamualaikum

kepulangan

Assalamualaikum..

hati tak sabar.

menanti kepulangan sang kekasih hari isnin nanti.

moga-moga tuhan lindungi perjalanan pulangnya ke tanah Malaysia.

amin.

Assalamualaikum..

hari semalam dan hari ini

Assalamualaikum.

hari ni aku nak bercerita tentang hari semalam dan hari ni.

hari semalam dan hari ini bukan lah hari indah untuk aku.

dari terbit matahari hingga tenggelamnya ia,
semua serba tak kena.

hari ini pun begitu juga.

aku tak tau mana salah, mana silap.

keadaan masih sama.

adakah sbb aku sdg PMS?

mungkin juga,

aku harap semua akan berjalan lancar seperti biasa di esok harinya.

aku memasang niat yang besar.

selain itu,

aku juga ingin berubah, menjadi yang lebih baik lagi untuk diri aku, dia dan keluarga.

moga TUHAN memperdengarkan suara hati hambaNya yang kecil ini.

Assalamualaikum.

dia, didalam mimpi

Assalamualaikum..

cerita hari ini tentang mimpi semalam..

aku mimpi akan si dia.

aku sedih.

aku rindu.

aku sayang.

aku harap dia tahu yang aku sentiasa sayangkan dia.

moga ALLAH merahmati kita semua.

al-fatihah untuk kita.

amin.

Assalamualaikum..

rindu.

Assalamualaikum,

hmm hari ini x de nk cite pun, cume saye nk cakap

mohd ridhwan,

orang rindulah kat die!

Alhamdullilah

Assalamualaikum..

hmm hari ni nak cerita pasal si sang kekasih..

sume tau kan yang sang kekasih hati saye g umrah, so ade ke patut lepas je die nek flight pukul 1 PAGI 12 May, dan diikuti dengan kiriman msg pukul 2 PAGI 12 May ckp die berada di bangkok then sampailah 13 May 8:20 MALAM baru lah si sang kekasih call. Hmm ape lagi, nampak je incoming call kat phone, nombor lak dari sane, tanpe lengahkan masa dengan tanpa memberi bersalam, trus aku hujani sang kekasih dengan berbagai soalan.. geram aku di buatnye! kite kat sini tertinjau2 phone tengok2 kalau die call kite.. naik giler kite dibuatnye.. risau, susah hati sume ade lah pendek cite.. hmm.. die, die.. 

Tapi, finally die call jugak, ape aku nak cakap cume ALHAMDULLILAH die selamat sampai, dan ALHAMDULILLAH die sihat.. :)

Thank you اَللّهُ 


Assalamualaikum

ordinary but special to me

Assalamualaikum..

Today i want to share my happiness with you guys...

Evening

My boy called me and saying that his dad got job offer for him at Port Dickson as supervisor. I was really thankful to اَللّهُ. Finally my boy is employed after he tried to be employed by others company a few times already at other place..
i am very thankful and happy!

Night

After quite along time, today only i had dinner with my mom and sum more she cooked for me.. i am not into that situation for the past 7-11 months ago, if i am not mistaken.. actually we have an argument last time, but now our relationship getting back to normal already.. that is why i said that it's ordinary but it's special to me.. 
i am very very thankful and happy!

Midnight

Also today is the date for my boy go to Makkah to perform his Umrah.. His flight ticket at 1:00 in the morning.. i hope he will have a safe journey go to اَللّهُ home and return back to Malaysia..

i am very very very thankful and happy!

Thank you اَللّهُ 

Assalamualaikum..

You left me speechless

I can’t belive what you said to me
Last night when we were alone
You threw your hands up
Baby you gave up, you gave up

I can’t believe how you looked at me
With your James Dean glossy eyes
In your tight jeans with your long hair
And your cigarette stained lies

Could we fix you if you broke?
And is your punch line just a joke?

I’ll never talk again
Oh boy you’ve left me speechless
You’ve left me speechless, so speechless

I can’t believe how you slurred at me
With your half wired broken jaw
You popped my heart seams
On my bubble dreams, bubble dreams

I can’t believe how you looked at me
With your Johnnie Walker eyes
He’s gonna get you and after he’s through
There’s gonna be no love left to rye

And I know that it’s complicated
But I’m a loser in love
So baby raise a glass to mend
All the broken hearts
Of all my wrecked up friends

I’ll never talk again
Oh boy you’ve left me speechless
You’ve left me speechless so speechless

I’ll never love again,
Oh friend you’ve left me speechless
You’ve left me speechless, so speechless

And after all the drinks and bars that we’ve been to
Would you give it all up?
Could I give it all up for you?

And after all the boys and girls that we’ve been through
Would you give it all up?
Could you give it all up?

If I promise to you boy
That I’ll never talk again
And I’ll never love again
I’ll never write a song
Won’t even sing along

I’ll never love again
So speechless
You left me speechless, so speechless
Why you so speechless, so speechless?

Will you ever talk again?
Oh boy, why you so speechless?
You’ve left me speechless

Some men may follow me
But you choose “death and company”
Why you so speechless? Oh oh oh

saya menyesal dengan pengorbanan yang saya tanggung selama ini kerana akhirnya ia semua semacam tidak dihargai.

sekian

ALLAH's Test

Assalamualaikum,

My story today is about my dear. Hmm.. by right, today is his flight ticket to Makkah but due to he still not getting his passport yet, so the flight was postponed for the second time.. poor to him.. he faced with a lot of test when he want to perform Umrah..
 

Actually on the last 8th of April is his 1st flight ticket, but because of he forgot that he got debt with PTPTN and his status is BLACKLISTED, so he cannot go through the immigration process. Only he in his family that stuck in Malaysia but his mom, dad and brother continue to perform Umrah. So his sister and brother in law bring my dear to their home and plan to settle his debt with PTPTN on monday, which is 11th of April. After rushing to made a payment with PTPTN, he has been informed by Umrah Agency that they cannot find a flight ticket for my dear on that day, unless my dear want to go on Friday which is 15th of April. Actually if he follow the planned schedule to Makkah, they should going back to KUL on 21st of April. So what is the purpose if he still continue on 15th of April and going back on 21st of April, it is only short time is it. Am sure that he wont get enough time to perform his Umrah. That is why he was decided to make it other time. But today still not his day where as he still have to postponed his journey to Makkah on Wednesday 11th of May.

I know he disappointed, i know he frustrated, i know he gave up, i know he down with himself.. i do understand what his feeling..

 "Dear, faced ALLAH's test with open heart, take it as positively. You are lucky because ALLAH test your before you reach His home. Have you heard from others? Please remember, ALLAH's test us because he want us to always remember of Him.."

Happy Mother's Day!

It is has been for a year since i paused writing my blog and there is a lot of things happen in this middle of time. So as for today, i do not want to talk about it, but i would like to take this opportunity to wish Happy Mother's Day to My Mom "Rosiah Binti Sarif" and all mothers around the world. Here i  attached my mom picture with her mom, which is my grandmother.
 

Nothing much to say, just want to thank you mom, with all of my heart because you always take care of me,  concern on me and always put your children as first thing of everything you do. Thank you very much again. May ALLAH bless you in this world and world after.